When that third
day came and no reply was made,
what was I to
think?
A repeat of March,
a repeat of July,
I thought I was
cut off again.
Twice before then,
I wallowed in pain
thinking you’d
left me for good.
A third time I
swore, I’d wipe tears no more.
What else was I to think?
Urged by my friends
that you can’t commit,
in anguish I looked
somewhere new.
So the bar I explored
and Clancy’s I went,
your withdraw
my heart couldn’t take again.
I know that you
hurt, I know that you’re mad,
but is it that
hard, if you think?
If you have empathy,
you’d have to agree:
your silence said
things you didn’t mean.
If you cannot
forgive or take some responsibility
for your own part in any of this,
then your heart
is smaller than I thought it to be.
I forgave. Why can’t you do the same?