a time that I shall ner' forget,
a perfect harmony.
You loved for but a moment,
I loved for eternity,
a love that I will always keep
though just not meant to be.
I guess I read too much into
those nights I shared with you
as time itself just seemed
to stop, with passion full imbued.
My strange imaginations of
the life that we now shared
went up in smoke like tattooed
flames, illusion darkly stared.
Oh foolish dream that somehow
seemed, real within my mind,
and words I shared best left
unbared; my feelings made me blind.
This night here now we spend
apart provides stark evidence
that what I felt for you inside
was just not common sense.
For if you felt the same, indeed,
I know you'd be here now,
yet lying in this empty bed
. . .
my heart lies in Death's shroud.
Goodbye, good luck, so long,
adieu, I bear you no ill will.
I pray to god – if it
exists – you find happiness still.
For me? Those night of happiness are ashes in the wind.
Still know, my love, that to my grave none shall compare, 1N.